ِ A Crush Chp 26

Faisal's POV :
After reading the letter ..

I dropped the paper on the floor and fell on my knees crying !! I couldn't believe it ! My Best friend is gone ! My BROTHER IS GONE !!!!!!!!!!!

I cried for about a couple hours and looked through old of ours ! My mom came into my room and found me on the floor crying like a little child !

Mom : Fai9al shfeeek ???? Sh9aaayer ???

Faisal : 3ZIZ RAAAA7 !!

Mom : Wain Raa7 ?

Faisal : YUMA MAAT TDREEN SHNO Y3NI MAAT ! *Crying*

Mom : Fai9al fhmne shwy shwy !

Faisal : SHFHMCH !! O5OY RAA7 !!

My mom didn't know what to do ! She just kept hugging me and slowly she started crying !

You know what does it feel when you're best friend dies ? It's like you other half is dead ! My Brain can't process the fact he doesn't exist in my world anymore! And that my phone never say his name on the bottom on the screen when it rings ! That i will never have a conversation with him again !

I couldn't think of anything but him ! Aziz , My best friend , My Brother !! I remembered about the other envelope ! He didn't want me to open it and said that i will know what to do with it once i open my envelope ! I quickly took the envelope and read

" I want you to give Hind the other letter ! " 

I took my keys and went to Aziz's House !

I knocked the door of the house with tears all over my face ! My eyes were red but i tried my best to wipe the tears and be strong .. well im trying ! Hind opened the door , her face slowly changed !

Hind : Fai9al shfeek ???

Once Hind finished the sentence I fell on the floor and cried again !

He's Gone !!! I can't live without Aziz !! I WANT AZIZ RIGHT NOW !!

Hind : FAAI9AAL SH9AAYER ??

I couldn't say anything !

Hind : 5AALTEE 5ALEE TA3ALOW !!

Aziz's mom and step dad came running toward the door !

Aziz's Dad : Fai9aal shfeeek tbchee ??

Faisal : 3mee *Sniff* 3ziz ...

I couldn't continue ! I know this news will break them and i dont want to be the one who do !

I gave them the envelope and left !

Hind's POV :
Faisal came to the house CRYING !!! He was trying to say something about Aziz ! Is there something wrong with Aziz ? No he's just out of the country !

Faisal gave me an envelope and left ! My name was written on it ! I sat in the living room while Aziz's Parent sitting in-front of me waiting for me to read !

I opened the envelope and started reading ...

"Hind , Now im in a place where you can't see me or hear me but i can see you and know how are you i don't want you to be sad ! You should be happy for me cause im with Allah now !  I will always love you my love , my heart , my soul , my life , my everything ! I lived everyday to see you smiling ! 

Knowing you is one of the best things that ever happened to me ! I loved every single moment we spent together and hated the ones that we didn't ! You made me a better person !My heart is aching while im writing this letter , The pain is to hard to describe , This the last time i will write to you So i wanted to tell you that You have a special place in my heart and our memories together will be locked in my mind ! I will always remember the first time we talked in the Mzr3a when your mother left you , The very first time i wrapped my arms around you and you rested your head on my shoulder , The first time my lips touches yours ! Your beautiful smile and you hair when it moves ! 

I still remember when you were freaked out when your parent made you ride the car with me ! You were about to cry ! And at the chalet few years ago when i fell from the jet and you came crying ! I miss those days but i love the ones we lived after getting married , In Greece ! 

Waaayed 6wlt 3laich ! And Finally I wanted to say i'm sorry about all the wrong this i did ! O Hind Ana wla mara 7bait bent kthr ma 7baitch ! Entay 7yatti , denytte  , entay kel shy bil nsbale ! I LOVE SO MUCH MY LOVE , MY LIFE , MY WORLD , MY WIFE , MY LADY , MY BABY GIRL !! Take care of your self and our little baby ! 

           GoodBye Hind 
                - Aziz " 


I broke-down crying on the floor !

Aziz's Mom : HIND SHFEECH ???

I was speechless ! I just found out that my husband is ... my husband is dead ! Am I dreaming ? or Is it just another nightmare and i'm going to wake up from it and find Aziz next to me ?

I went to my room , locked the door and sat on my bed and the tears are still falling like a river !

He's gone ! He left me alone ! How did it happen ? I dont want to know I Just want my Aziz back !! I have lost the most special person to my heart ! The man i always dreamed to live with a long happy life is gone! I never imagined my life without him ! How can i live now ? And how will my baby live without a father ? My life is over !

I cried all day non stop ! I refused to eat and i didn't want to see or talk to anyone !

I closed my eyes really tight ! I want to get up from this nightmare ! I want to open my eyes and find Aziz sleeping next to me ! I woke up and looked out the window to find that it's already the morning ! My eyes were puffed and red !

I stayed all week in the same position , inside the room , on my bed , crying , not wanting to leave it ! I didn't even bother my self to open my phone to reply on any call or text !

My heart is aching , my mind can't stop thinking about Aziz !

 I keep having these flashbacks about what Aziz used to tell me and do while im with him

- FlashBacks -

He raised my face with his hand youm al56ba ..

Aziz : You are the most beautiful girl i have ever seen

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The night of our wedding when i didn't want to sleep with him in the same bed , & he threw a pillow on me !

Hind : Haaaay laish t6g ?

Aziz : T3alay

Hind : Mo 3'9b

I just closed my eyes when he suddenly lifted me from my back and started turning around really fast ! I told him to put me down a million time but he didn't ! Then finally he slowly put me on the bed I was about to get off the bed but he pulled me toward him ! And we were face to face , hearing each other heart beats

Aziz : My heart beats for you Hind and no one else will ever take your place in my heart !

Then it happened !! Our first kiss ! It was magical !

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It was that day (Almost 5 years ago) when i got mad at him because i saw him holding a girl's hand which i understood everything wrong ! I can't believe that i didn't trust him back then !

DM

@HAalX : LOOOL Allah y3enk ! Enzain laish ma tbeha ?

@AzizAlXx : Bs

@HAalX : Y3ni fe ibalk bent thanya wla shno bil 6'b6 ?

@AzizAlXx : Agoulch al9j ? Ee fe w7da ibali ! A7bha o abeha !

@HAalX : 9J ? Mno ??

His answer surprised me ! I didn't thought that he will ever love me !

@AzizAlXx : You !

@HAalX :: Me ?

@AzizAlXx : Ee ! Klmat a7bch shwya 3la elli a7s feh ! You Don't know how big my love to you is !

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I wish these days can come back ! I wish that there is a time machine and i can go back to the past and be with Aziz ! I just want to hear one word from him ! I want to know if he's okay or not ! But ... This is life !

After one whole week in the cave (My Room) I finally decided to go out to see my parent and Aziz's Allah yr7ma !

I went downstairs to see who's in the house ! I saw Aziz's mom sitting in the living room facing the table not doing anything !

Hind : Alslam 3laaikm

Once she saw she stood and hugged really tight then start crying

Aziz's Mom : Allah yr7maa o y9brna ya bnytee !

Hind : Ameen 5alte *And the tears started falling*

I am strong ! I should be !

I sat with Aziz's Mom and opened my phone ! I found over 1000 what's app message and over 30 missed calls ! I didn't bother my self to see any of this messages I just called Jassem !

Phone Call

Jassem : HudHud 7bebte shlounch ?? Laish tswen bnfsch chthy walla 5r3tena 3laich !

I wanted to talk to him face to face not on the phone

Hind : T3al mrne okay

Jassem : Okay msaft 6reech

I closed the line and told Aziz's mom ..

Hind : Khalti O5oy al7een bmrni ok

Aziz's Mom : Okay deerbalch 3la nfsch 7bebti ! o eklay shy mo zain 3la albaby

Hind : Inshalla

Jassem picked me up from the house and he took me to a restaurant on the sea cause he know that i love that place !

before we eat we walked a little on the beach

Jassem : Shlounch alyoum ?

Hind : A7sn

Jassem : HudHud 5lch 8wya law 3ziz mawjood chan mar6'a yshofch bhal 7ala

Hind : Jassem Abee 3ziiz * I hugged him and cried*

Jassem : La tbcheen 7bebte 5la9 !

i kept telling Jassem about Me and Aziz before getting married and everything and that kind of made me feel better !

Jassem : Yalla nrj3 ?

Hind : Okay

He didn't take me back home ! He dropped me in Dana's House ! Dana est8bltne 3nd albab !

Once she saw she came to me and hugged me really tight !!

We sat in the Garden ..

Dana : 36'm Allah ajrch 7bebti !

Hind : Ajrna o ajrch

Dana : Shloun om 3ziz ?

Hind : t3bana !

Dana : Ma alomha ! Entay shlounch ?

Hind : Dana ma tdren shno gam y9eer feni mn dakhel ! A3'la ensan bdnyte raa7 ! Rylee , 7bebi maat tdren shno y3ni !? Ma agdr a3eesh bdona walla ma agdr !

I couldn't stop my self ! I cried really really hard !

She kept trying to make me feel better and that's what happened ! I slept over in her place !

The next morning i woke up because of the ring of my phone ! It was Faisal ! Why is he calling me ?

Phone call

Hind : Hla Fai9al

Faisal : Hind lazem ashoofch

Hind : Tw8etk 93b ! Ma agdr

Faisal : HIND Shy muhm !!!

Hind : Enzain alsa3a 12 b starbucks

Faisal : Okay

I closed the line and told Dana to drive me to Starbucks !

I sat with Faisal ..

Hind : Shb3'ait ?

Faisal :3ziz allah yr7ma mw9eni 3laich !

Hind : Shloun ma fhmt

He gave me a paper and i started reading ! A tear fell from my eye !

"I want you to be next to Hind ! I know you used to really love her in high school and i want you to love her as a wife now ! I want you to be next to her and help her in raising my baby ! Don't ever think of leaving her ! Hind Amana eb edek Faisal O ana adre enk gdha ! "

What was he thinking while writing this ?

Hind : Laa !!

Faisal : Shno La ?

Hind : Ana agdr at7ml ms2olyat nfse ma a7taj a7d ysa3dne !

Faisal : Hind bs hathi w9yat almr7om

Hind : Mabee Atzwj ! Agdr arbe wldee bnfse !

Faisal : Bs ...

Hind : Glt mabee 5laa9

I stood and went to Dana's car which is waiting for me outside !

I told her what i read ..

Dana : Mara7 tgdren trben Yahel bro7ch fhmay !

Hind : Agdr ! 3nde ome o oboy ! Mabee atzwj Fai9al mo 3'9b

Dana : 3la ra7tch !


The Days , weeks , months have passed ...

Today i entered Shhre althamn ! Faisal ma g9r m3ay sa3dne b awrag aljam3a o b waaayed ashya2 !

Everyday i wake up with a smile knowing that Aziz is in a better place , next to Allah ! Do i still Love him ? Yes I will always Love him ! everything reminds me of him ! So i tried my best to change the routine that reminds me of him !

I Study , Go Out , Have Fun , Enjoy My Time And before i do anything i think "What will Aziz do if he was here ? "

We had a family gathering at My parent's House ! We were all there : My Parent Aziz's Parent , Jassem & Sara , Aziz's little siblings !

After Lunch I received a weird message from an unknown number !

"Be ready for what's coming" 

Ha ? What do they mean ? I ignored it and continues talking with the rest of the family !


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